"Space in demand"

Finally ...'the rat race' from Abhi's blog really gave the kick to start scribbling again ...what is that i am thinking now about the 'space'? it is very important to me ...well there are certain things i speak out and some i don;t( Oops!!! )...lets not go so far.....

An example of watching a nice movie...why not take Gowtham Menon's Kanduknodein Kandukondien...Ash Rai Bachan's tamil introduction while that was one excitment ...there are plenty of things i focus on a movie...given an opportunity to me how will i change the background, tune....screenplay overall. ..choreography......along with enjoying the talent that had already gone to the screen..I need that time to think..without disturbance.... i might want to watch that movie alone ..if not everytime( i too enjoy it just for fun , timepass etc ) but atleast that time i feel like ...my interest to evaluate it and think over. i cannot compromise ..the personal interest in it.......( this is different from the space i might require with by eye-balls rolling glued to the spicy part of any movie.......ehehehe) i just turned right my flatmate is wathing 'singh is king'... ahh...tall Kat but let him watch the song) back to scribble now....

So it is just not saying nice/not so nice.. abt something ..may be i think too much on things that interests me...sometimes any restaurant/ coffee shop...i go i keep looking around not at someone. nice....but the theme, what will be the target,how is set-up connected to food,presentation...in future i do it how will I...So that respect to someone seated opposite definitely lacks and is unfair....but the mind is set sometimes...t is not just to eat/drink and digest....may be that was the reason i never thgt abt a coffee or a dinner date ..and never had a girl friend...eheehehe

What about an F1/Football/Cricket match...sometimes yes i do take it light...but most of time i go beyond...evaluating a shot , a strategy etc ..put myself in a captain/coach/ shoes and wait if it comes right....can i still focus on someone calling /talking ..next to me....bec'z sometimes..

A job which i am doing dynamically till now as my friend calls me a "dynamic disco".....will never be satisfied...until i go to some university and do some research or work for a public cause( in some good organizations ) or just work to achieve/ help organizations to improve child literacy..poor basic needs/health etc. but will these.. be compromised and i keep doing something to just improve the pay-check and to satisfy the growing needs. only ??......or the freedom to do what i want will be lost if someone enters my space ?????......will my mind take it ....???? is it the fear of not trying or fear of losing the space....??????..

This has now becomes highly demanding....my mind keeps saying not to give up and my instincts always come true......may be now as many people are saying it as "showing adamancy" not to allow anyone enter it....

( unfortunately this tough stance went begging... gave up on crucial times to achive some goals but my reluctance and casual-attitude contributed a lot)

Normally i just open this 'inspired space' and write something and close it in 30 mins but it took kinda of 15 mins more ..the distraction...whn i turned right to watch Kat dancing..eeheheee

Singapore - Chennai - Mumbai - Singapore

How can one forget the vatha Kolambu and Rasam and that week she.. landed in Singapore secretly.It was a secret till last summer before making ..public ..not sure how chennai Maami's at both homes..felt the heat that time...but happy to hear all party "acceptance" given......

I was hearing this song for the first time....while looking at these pictures..and who else...another secret visit to meet Aishu this time to Mumbai...looking at those pics of Harish & Aishu... it definitely .. gave the expressions ...the song might give...it filled the tune.....spoke the lines....

Ideally i shd dedicate this song to someone special..whom i am yet to meet....but for now it speaks the pictures...

http://www.dishant.com/jukebox.php?songid=67409

Dedicated to Aishu and Harish...

A New "HIM".???..not again !!!!

It has been decades of him and new him and most importantly we are hearing it for almost a decade...and i feel it is as annoying for my dear friend & his "dear darling" Neha to keep hearing this being so near.....but today is an exception ....whatever he says today will be "brownie"...and will be appreciated as "sweetie" , "cutie", "tweetie" and what naughtie!!!!!......bec'z it is his birthday.Let it be a cafe in airport or corner house his immediate pick will b something brownie...and sharing it with him (till that "sea of secret SMS's started"...lucky me till then)...was always a "moment in life"...my romantic thoughts will keep pouring...till i meet the couple in a fortnight..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ABHI......hope it is a "big chill" dinner in Delhi with madam....

To be Effortless

Finally looked into my page after a lapse.It happened so that i need to make a planned but an early forced return to India to end the last year....but only 3 weeks i find myself in UK.alright another country in the list i am happy about it.But ?????'s ...i had some specific plans on my return to India.Some plans can be claimed day-dreaming as i am king postponing,some plans to feel enthusiastic,some completely to be worked out actively....and one of them infact i was planning to be inpursuit of something and someone living way up in the map as well.For good or bad now those plans are on hold and the clock is ticking and i will be effortless on those for next three months till i am in UK.The return also has hampered my progress in league fantasy games with Abhi and i am trailing badly,no time to poke into my favourite author's space,no time for my regular lazy time killing activities too...there is no balcony to sip a cup of tea and ponder over ....
Well a nice chilled atmosphere to keep me focussed,interesting ways to find the veggie meals,an opportunity to visit Lord's,wimbledon and historic venues...that brings smile and compromises to an extent and finally the cold breeze...keeps it calm

Her Hubby's Coffee

 

  (This coffee pushed Koffee with christene to wait)....They met in BLR and I met them in BLR and during that tenure in HSBC before they got settled in Delhi. A small vintage was all it took their relation to where it is now unlike the vintage curves I presented was starting to show the ‘loss door’. We=me +my friend Abhi+our beloved friend who is his wife. His wife is someone who I do not treat as a good friend or a good colleague or (like her hubby always says whatever!!!!), rather I regard her a top callibre and one of the very few in today’s world an impeccable human being by nature. People use words to praise and get their part to mention someone’s name say for example in their writing space but what is the point when the fact says “words cannot describe that lovely personality”, why use that tool to pacify ??????????????????????(just pulling my friend here).Now where is that coffee for Hubby ……   What could’ve made the difference?

 This wife whom I call the world lady (as she works in World Bank), had a pretty hectic week with illness, asked to be in complete rest including medically advised Zen habit even to talk. I wanted to send that “get well soon flower” ……..Having travelled all the way to Chennai on a single day official trip madam had very little choice and time to buy something. Clothes? Jewels? Watches? Sweets? Something that looks nice? But what about that thought which will add some juice (not the lemon juice..)  something to add that touch of romance which overlapped that friendship….not to prove anything but the care, her mind should respond and catch that spontaneously. How does she realize it with that single stroke to make it a perfect thought? It is for her hubby and she knew what it takes and how to make it simply impressive to make it romantically perfect. It was the coffee powder finally she ended up buying, perfect place to buy what he likes and she grabbed it, Something that will keep him fresh, the one that will release headache, the hubby feel good factor and what not (actually I ran out of words here…).The romantic buy will be felt not when she tells him about buying that powder but when her thoughts along with that powder are getting filtered while she makes it .Sitting opposite when Mr. takes that first sip, the ingredients spread through his nerves balancing the Delhi winter while she awaits the satisfaction with eagerness to make sure it turned out perfect to his liking , I should say.... 

“Romance is Manifold and the aroma from that coffee will spread it to keep it alive”…. 

That is why I claim “her hubby’s coffee” so special; moreover naturally she is someone who brings that smile and warmth in others …that is our friend fantastic and Abhi’s wife Neha .......

While I am ready packing my bags to return to India for good, I hope I get a chance to enjoy a coffee session soon….(I spoke her while she was waiting to catch the flight back to Delhi and told me that she had time onlyto buy coffee powder and my thoughts went so far after the call to write this… and that is the inspiration that i get to write from the time i visited Janaki's space...thanks to that dear author as well)

Season's greetings to the couple …enjoy the coffee………..

It's break time

Well after Newyork Nagaram - Surya does it again..... nice song and choreography..that suits him..till the first-half of the movie "varanam ayiram"....well i am not the prince charm dreaming with this except that it captures "Lodhi Garden"..which makes me think about the online chat i had with someone(don;t guess only that person knows whom i am referrin here) ..about having a "walk-a talk" , it is not that i am day-dreaming but it is about having a nice walk-talk in Lodhi Garden with someone who has been inspiring me to get into the blogspace & thru this pursue some interesting stuff i like to do...(atleast look to explore) and someone whom i have developed a lot of respect without even meeting...that discussion will include alternative developments in India etc etc.may not even happen but "respect and inspiration will stay"...well that is a different context to this nice song except that Lodhi caught my eyes and thoughts on the walk i hinted long before.....
http://www.metacafe.com/watch/yt-ku2f94_-gjs/
vaaranam_aayiram_nenjukul_peidhidum_video_song_hq/

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http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=2cgFAJw11rk&feature=related
Gautam Mennon claims he doesn;t write script for heroes ..but should've have realized that he dragged the movie(probably scribble a little like i do) and screen a dis-jointed second half and that does spoil the first-half efforts.Surya is quite natural always and no disappointments....well i wanna write more on the movie...but it is break-time................................................

Action continues

It has been a week since i made yet another launch "to do" things ,giving myself a chance to improve on the biggest problem 'postponing"and saying "from to'ow" while it has not been too bad it hasn't been perfect as well.

1.Wake up @ 5:15 alarm definitely extended till 7 almost 5 days,

2.Burn 100 calories in the gym/day meaning atleast 20-30 mins work out - 3/7 days so far.....

3.Maintain transaction records...never good in maintaining finance numbers(but working in a bank that too analytics mm.) ..it is never going to happen.

4.Huge learning list not even touched....

5.List continues  on and on as it has been years of postponing....

I am giving an "asusual chance" ...encouraged by the upcoming break...will do it all regular after finishing the break= no action for next 20days....and this lazy..action continues..........